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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Days 14 & 15 - Phase 2 hCG (Round 2)

Day 14: Weigh-in: 131.2 - so I was down another 0.4 but the raw vegan starvation was really making me weak. I got in the shower yesterday & the hot water nearly caused me to pass out. Needless to say, my husband was very aggravated with me. He made me eat some egg whites & strawberries. That was all I would agree too. Then in the afternoon I was truly feeling fed up with the diet. I went to Chili's & had a salad with lettuce & pico de gallo. I used lemon juice for the salad dressing. But of course that wasn't the bad part. The bad part was the electric lemonade frozen drink I had to go along with it. :(

So Day 15: Weigh-in: 132 - I gained almost a whole pound because of yesterday. But it isn't getting any better. Today I tried to drink a green smoothie & nearly gagged so I decided to come off of the raw vegan protocol entirely. So for lunch I had a 4 oz. 93% lean burger with 3 oz. of sauteed onions. That wasn't bad. Yet again, there is a bad part. For dinner, I had a raw salad with tons of different veggies & balsamic vinaigrette dressing. I was starving. I hate to even see what the scale is going to say in the morning.

I'll be totally honest. I've been keeping it real thus far. No need to stop now. I'M SICK OF THIS DIET!!!! If I wasn't afraid of blowing up & losing all of my progress from the last 2 weeks, I'd quit now. I'm sad, though, because I'm bloated from all of my poor food decisions. I have decided to try my hardest to incorporate some exercise into my routine over the next few weeks. I really don't want to stop until I get to my goal but since I'm gaining again & not losing, I need to do something, quick!

Pray for me...

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